September 2012
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Sometimes the people who smiles the most, laughs the most; bares the most pain. Those fake smiles and laughter cover up underlying grief, pain, and deep sadness. They hold untold stories and problems unable to surface, pent up inside only to generate more pain.
Just because you’ve been in the same relationship for awhile, don’t expect things will be the same as time goes. Don’t expect that you know everything about your significant other because everyone changes.
August 2012
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Vent
Because you say you want to talk tomorrow I won’t bother you. But I need to vent, I want you to see this. I waited for hours and put my plans aside, hoping you’d tell me soon. As time went on I just thought of giving up. I ask myself why do I put myself through this. I’m the only one who tries or shows any ounce of effort. I know that I truely care and want to keep what is left...
April 2012
4 posts
Fuck human emotions.
I need to learn how to be more apathetic. (´･_･`)
Morning.
Waiting for over an hour for you to possibly call or to even text me. Couldn’t even go back to sleep because I keep checking my phone. Fuck, I hate being forgotten. What a great way to start off my day.. I hate you.
I don't give a fuck.
This phrase might sound like something to get mad over and forget, but you’ll realize just how much it sucks to not have the person that’s important to you care anymore.
I love how people can’t take jokes. Learn how to get a sense of humor.
February 2012
9 posts
People who randomly talks to you hella loud while...
Mother fucker, I will punch you in the face. Obviously you see me on the phone talking to someone, so learn some manners and wait until I’m done.
Promises are made to be broken.
Trusting you to be there for me was a mistake. There’s no one who will be there for you but yourself, everyone else just lies and leaves. I don’t need you in my life, I don’t need anyone. I’ve always had to look after my own feelings and comfort myself. I trust no one. I put myself behind walls because of people like. You’ve earned my trust and made me believe that I...
Sometimes I just get the feeling that there’s no one else to blame but myself. I blame myself for letting shit happen. I blame myself for being so spineless and not being able to stick to the words I say. Whatever happens to me, how much I hurt is my fault. I have no one else to blame but myself.
We are becoming distant. Can we close the gap?
Fuckkk, I can’t wrap my mind around this philosophy hw. I just don’t fully understand how to interpreted this and break it down. I’m tired and want to sleep. What’s worse, I have a speech tomorrow to which I am not fully prepared for.
Someone knock me out so I can go back to sleep af.
People who call your house in the early morning, expecting you to pick up. It’s the early morning -_-, everyone is still trying to sleep so stop calling.
January 2012
21 posts
Lol, I really hate two faced niggas who say they’ve matured and changed when they never do. I hate this most when they involve other people and hurt them. It’s like bro, if you aren’t going to change the negative shit about yourself then fine, it doesn’t matter. Just don’t involve other people and hurt them. I mean seriously, have a fucking sense of morality for...
I have a feeling that my philosophy class will be the death of me
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I wonder if the people who say they post for themselves, subconsciously post wondering how many notes they’d get.
It’s a lot less quiet for me since my mom came home. I enjoyed being free of being nagged and getting to do whatever I want.
Thanks for totally ignoring me. -__-
I don’t feel as needy or clingy to you as I used to be. Maybe because I’m use to you being busy whenever and we don’t talk. I admit, sometimes I still can be uptight about it but there’s a wall that’s just slowly building between us. I can tell that even though you say that you need me, you really don’t. I can see that you will be fine without me and move on...
So...like yeah..
screw you ^ ^. I hope you wake up in a cold sweat from a horrible nightmare.
Just because I still look young like a kid, doesn’t mean I am one. I don’t need to be babysat. I am capable.
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Finally
The monster that is my snoring cousin has subsided.
Yenno, I really really just hate being lectured or yelled at for something stupid, something irrelevant, and something that isn’t even worth it. It’s one of the most annoying things ever, I swear.
You know how every time I say I’m done or that I want a break. I always feel like I will finally do it when I say it but I sometimes regret what I say because I think that in a few days you’re just going to get over it and not care. That you’re going to move on fast and forget all about me. Stuff like this is scary and really sad. But if it happens like that, then I guess I...
Whatever happens, I know you’re just going to let it happen. You won’t do much to stop it or interfere. I know you. But if you want, you can always try to prove me wrong. I always had high hopes for you but I’m always let down. I guess I always expected too much.
I need and love you more than you do me. We both know this.
I wish that when I say I’m done, I’m going to leave or something along those lines, someone will hold onto me and ask me to stay. Sometimes, I just wonder if I’m ever worth something to someone who will actually fight for me. I really need someone who doesn’t give up on me no matter what and even if they can’t help me, at least be a shoulder to lean on. Right now, I...
Maybe it’s just me but why is it that recently, I just feel lonely? It could be me over thinking again or being too clingy, I don’t know. But what I do know is that I’m not happy and when a person isn’t happy, then of course, they’re sad. When a person is sad, they tend to think of the worse.
I wonder if you ever stay up at night just...
What am I saying.. you probably never do
I just want to punch someone in the fucking face right now.
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Why do you call me and like all of a sudden assume I don’t want to talk to you, so then you just stay quiet? If I didn’t want to talk to you, I can say it with my own damn mouth. If you’re going to assume it and not talk, then please just hang up because there’s no point for you to stay on the line with me. -_______-
Thought I’d get to spend New Years with you since I didn’t get to on New Years eve but I guess I was wrong. Seeing other people getting to be together with their significant other while you’re sitting there without yours, what a nice day that will be. It might not seem like shit to you since you say we always talk 24/7 but New Years isn’t just a regular day, it’s the...
December 2011
13 posts
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People who always edit all their pictures.
The content of a person’s blog is a perfect way to get to know them because their blog reflects who they are and with that, you really get a sense of how that person is.
I really think that a big chunk of why a person gets a significant amount to a lot of followers is dependent on what that person looks like or if they post pictures of themselves. In my opinion, I would rather be liked for the content of my blog rather than by how I look.
Break up just to make up. Fuss and fight over nothing, get over it and do it again. What kind of relationship is this?
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I wish I can rewind the hands of time to the point where we were so happy; no fights, no arguments. Just us sincerely enjoying each other’s company and having fun. I want to rewind to those days where we talked non-stop, day and night. Till where we would have those little “no you go to sleep first” or “I’ll sleep when you sleep” arguments.
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"Don't worry when I argue with you, worry when I...
Don’t act like you care one minute then like you don’t really give a shit the next. I’d rather have someone who’s real with me than being fake.
One of the hardest things to fix is damage done to...
Crumple a piece of paper up, smooth it back out, and take a look. Even if you smoothed the paper out, you can still see the creases.This can describe a person’s heart. They can always fix up the outer appearance but still harbor the scars left inside. The scars that are always going to be apart of them.
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Doing something with a good intention, thinking that it’s for the best but turns out to be the opposite.
When you do something, make sure you're fully...
Otherwise, don’t do it in the first place.
I stop caring at a point on how much my parents trust me because through my life, I never felt that they really have. The only trust I get from them are on the little things like going out to places and when I will return. I don’t feel like I get chances to ever really prove myself. I don’t like to show who I really am to my parents nor do I like to talk to them about my life. I...
